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Ok. So, right now, I'm about to start my night class. But yeah, I have been contemplatin g over-thinking about a lot of things. *alternative music in the background* *I'd be damned if I showed you* I just had a crazy feeling of not knowing what is best or not anymore. I just....kind of ....lost the brink of being human and feeling human again. *I wish I knew you when I was young. 2 strangers in the bright light*
Just when though you had so much FUN yesterday. It'll go away today. I am crying. Suffering depression. And it's killing me inside. I am trying to be strong for my daughter. For SHE is all that I'm hoping for. Being a SINGLE mom, does it hurt this much? Being a SINGLE mom, do I have to feel this everyday? I MISS MY HUSBAND SO MUCH. But I miss the times when we were not married. For I felt safe back then. Memories. Is all that I have left.
So today, I am opening a blog site. Well, basically just to have a rant and rave about whatever things. I just finished having my classes today. New set of students and so far, no weird students that I was able to handle. What I love about being in class is that I get to know a lot of Japanese culture and just me sharing abut the Filipino culture. It's nice to know that some of them would love to visit the country...SOON...and that is something that I can be proud of. *think I should be an ambassadress for doing this...lolz* So, another set of students to teach for tomorrow's class. Thank God for this opportunity! So moving on, Gabby *that's my daughter* just had another milestone moment yesterday. She was able to see fireworks up close. But yeah, it made her cry but after that, she just clapped the blues away. lolz. It was a nice and subtle experience witnessing that moment. Well, I guess that's about it.